I see a girl crying.
I asked her a question.
She's holding her mother's pink ribbon.

The more days that you gone

The more days that you gone the more I love you <3

When I think about you, the more I miss you

The more I miss you, I get more emotional

When I get emotional, I dislike you more

When I dislike you, the more I give up on you.

I cant wait

Its 11pm
I cant wait to get home from the studio.
ooooohh, I cant wait to make love with you
all night long.

Lets have a good night.
Wake up in the morning together
and smile at each other .


Baby...I cant wait to see you tonight.

I refuse.

I cant talk to you.

I cant touch you.
I cant look at you.

I refuse to do it.
I'm trying to avoid the vibe between us.
I don't want us to get close.

I cant see you, today.
I cant hangout with you.
I cant stay in the same room with you.

I refuse to give you a try.
I'm avoiding to laugh at your jokes.
I don't want to be your friend.

I cant smile when you around.
I cant blush when you giving me compliments.
I cant flirt with you.

I refuse to help you.
I'm avoiding to hear your stories.
I don't want you to find my heart.

I refuse love.
I avoid love.
I don't want love.
I cant love you.

My favorite quote from the book.

"Why won't you claim me then?" Kamone asked.

"Because you're young and I dont want to abuse like other men in your life. Love isn't sex. Fucking isn't love. You make love when you're in love and I dont want to fuck you." Lucci said.

-Whore, by Tanika Lynch

I'm addicted to...

http://profiles.yahoo.com/u/7HRFQWAGD4L7ORJFJOVWT4YCRM
Add me, if you have a yahoo account.

My love and My world.

Today is me and my boyfriend's 1st year anniversary!

this is a blessing. this is love. this is good.

Music:

us against the world- christina millian

take over- jhene aiko

only with you- keyshia cole



"This world is full of hate. People just dont like to see couples happy. So they try their best to destroy the relationship."-chentel

fxck you, if you are a hating jealous person.

Go find your own happiness.

short film: Spoonful of sugar

click here below&& watch it:

http://www.thirteen.org/reelny/films/?p=33

Reborn

God opened my eyes.

He took the black wall off my eyes.

And see the person's true colors.

The person that I loved and made me feel "secure".

I was naive and blind.

I had these feelings that was in a black hole.

I cried every single day when I was young.

And asked God...Why??

The lady was hurt because the man she fell in love

broke her heart.

so she put the blame on my protector and me.

And made us look backwards.

It didnt last long until I was reborn from God.

I see alot of stuff and it was crazy.

3 or 4 years later,

My mind is right.

I dont need help on my education anymore.

I let go all the heartless people.

I stay to myself and start to observe.

I feel, I feel different. I feel happy and light.

I can see better.

My mind is right.

The drama is over.

There no bad things above my head anymore.

I see Good things shine through the sky.

I thank God for everything.