Follow directions

Turn left

Turn right

look up

look down

pause...take a deep breath

and slow down

look up

don't frown

cheer on

let go the past

see the presence

congrats yourself for having a good day

don't hold grudges

think positive but don't be naive

turn right, don't turn left

look up but never look down

Eyes vs Love

when i look into your eyes.
i see different signs.
when your eyes shine.
you're happy.
that makes me feel safe and secure.

but when your eyes are red...
you show hate, and itlook like you want to hurt me.
you dont know what you doing to yourself and me.
you call me names that i dont like.
you become violent and ready to fight me.
I cried and pray that this won't happen again.
But i guess it dont come true.

I love you.
but I cant love you anymore.
if this continue....

Jammin in Jamaica

hey everybody, I came back from Jamaica. It was good and really hott there! lol.
Anyways, I had so much fun spending time with my Daddy and my baby brother Jarome. I love them so much. I wish I could post alot of pictures but I dont feel like edit my pictures. sorry. =]

Today was my Brothers Graduation!

They graduated from 8th grade and now they are going to high school. *tears*

Jaurean Graduated from Wilbur Cross' 09.

Errol's graduation held at Brian mcmahon high school cause there was 205 students graduated from elemetary school.

I love dem equally. No matter what...They are my blood brothers.

The REID family <3

Music::Piano:: Final exam::brainstorm&+ be creative

I was sitting in the park of last day of summer.

I didnt know why but I was full of anger.

I remember it was a beautiful sunny day and the

water at the beach was wonderful.

People was out on sun getting a tan.

Little kids playing random games.

DJ entertaining people and play the hottest songs.

Girls showing off their body and boys showing off their money.

I saw group of hippie made a big circle and acting all joyful.

I was hanging out with my crazy friends and I was so curious of why they're so hyper.

I met this boy, he was amazing and we told each other depressing stories.

He said he dont care about people and that he is heartless.

I said I promise I won't hurt him.

Our relationship start to grow stronger.

Everytime the radio play Beyonce's song called ego.

I think about him.

I went to a teen club and I caught him dancing and flirting with another girl.

My heart dropped and I started to cry.

My friends told me to calm down but I cant because I was hurt.

Next day, I was quiet and listen to the rain outside.

I heard the door knocking so I opened the door and it was him.

He was soaking wet.

He said he sorry and that he love me.

And I am important in his life.

I was touch but I dont want to show my soft side.

He was asking me for another chance.

But I told him, "no".

He was upset and yelling at me.

I ignored him and told him to leave.

Few days later, The environment was having a pizza party

I invited my best friend.

She asked me about the boy.

I told her everything and I told her that I dont need a boy in my life.

I am independent.

Teenage love; young love; puppy love;???

What is young love??

Teenage love???

puppy love???

hmmm.....

adults always say You dont know what "love" is!

but you know what!?!

they dont know what love is!

they married to the wrong person

Having kids by the wrong person

Young love can be forever

if you be faithful, intelligent, wise, and honest,

Maybe not??

But dont stress.

Cause God will help you

He will find the one for you.

Just be patient.

TODAY IS MAH BIRTHDAY!!!!

SWEET?? NAH FABULOUS 6TEEN!!!! LOL

my birthday outfit!!!

today was a good day!*

people from school said happy birthday to me

(thank you!!)

&+ im still waiting for that call from him.

Magic*

If I have magic, I would turn the rain into cash.

If I have a boat, I would make sure it carry golds and jewelry.

If I have skills to write lyrics. I would be the greatest female rapper.

If I was very smart, I would invent something that people would never think of.

If I have one wish, I would ask for 1 million more wishes.

Dont chase it, Change it.

Dont fight it, Solve it.

Dont eat it. Try it.

You trick me(3-18-09)

I thought I could trust you

But you lied to me

I thought we played a fair game

But you cheated

I thought the stuff you said was true

But you tricked me

you lied, you cheated, and you tricked me

You was the only person, I can trust

But you betrayed me

You promise that you will never hurt me

But again you trick me

You is a liar

I hate you so much

I want to throw a dictionary at you

So you could know what "trust" means

I am tired of seeing your face

You disgust me every time

when you talked to me

Your hugs aren't the same anymore

I miss your jokes and hearing your voice.

But again

You trick me

when i grow up, i want to be...

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When I grow up, I want to be a teacher.

But I dont like teaching.

When I grow up, I want to be a astronaut.

But I am afraid of heights.

When I grow up, I want to be a doctor.

But I might make a mistake.

When I grow up, I want to be a president.

But I think people wont agree my rules.

When I grow up, I want to be a police.

But I'm afraid of guns.

When I grow up, I want to be a social worker.

But I dont want to put a child in the wrong home.

When I grow up, I want to be a actress.

But I am shy.

When I grow up, I want to be a singer.

But I think people wont enjoy my music/

When I grow up, I want to be a model.

But I dont want to lose weight to be skinny.

When I grow up, I want to be......

GROWN UP!!!