Secret

I need to tell you a secret

Its better to tell you now before you find out

No, its not bad but it is not good

so relax and listen....

"my heart is beating through my chest

My hands are shaking uncontrollably

the room is starting to spin"

I think to myself

Should I tell him?

How is he going to react if I tell him?

Is he going to leave me?

Damn...

Inhale then exhale

I think I'm ready.

He looks at me and waiting to hear my secret

Why am I doing this?

He looks scared

I betrayed him

I think he is going to cry if I tell him

If I tell him...

He is going to lost his trust.

His love.

and everything between me and him.

I should tell him now...

"I have something to tell you

But I think you're not ready to hear it.

So if I were you, I would leave before it gets worst.

I have a secret.